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Empire of the Sun - Alive (Zedd Remix)

Since its release, I’ve been addicted to his remix of the great Empire of the Sun. Can’t wait for their new album!

The XX - Intro Vs. Pendulum (Tomorrowland Mashup)

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Anonymous asked: any regrets in your life so far?

I’ve been looking back at this question for some time, and I do have a list of regrets in my life (of no particular order). I feel it’s weird I remember some of this stuff.

• Begging her to come pick me up so we can hang out on December 27th, 2006.
• Not going to Sadies with Hetty instead of waiting around for a girl that was not worth it.
• Not spending enough time with family.
• Starting school so soon.
• Not accepting that job offer.
• Going to San Jose/San Fran during spring break. It was just bad timing. Fun, but bad timing. I’m still mad at myself about this.
• Not joining Gender Feud my senior year because of volleyball. (I didn’t even play anyway.)
• Not taking Geometry in 8th grade.
• Not keeping in touch with people that meant so much to me in my life.
• Posting this ask.

That’s all I can think of so far. I keep my regrets to a minimum by asking myself, “In the long run, would I regret this?” every time I make a decision.

I’m wasting my time searching for someone who understands.

Watermelon bouquet of roses. Source.

I grew up with someone saying, “You can depend on me!” Anytime I hear that, I’m ever so reluctant to trust those words. As I eventually come around, that someone will leave, and the cycle continues. I broke free; I taught myself to depend only on myself and on no other self. Now, here I am, pleading for help only to realize I’m alone. Sure, there are friends. There are people who help me with the little things, but that’s not what I need help with. I need help to find myself, to reassure myself, and to conquer the battle in my mind. Is it all my fault? Has passion flown away to a worthy surrogate? Is it too late? “No, it’s never too late,” they say. I’m defeated and worn out. I’m ready for the worst to come, for even my emotions are beginning to flee and seek refuge to their home, for I am merely a house. I won’t feel a thing. Hit me with all that you have.

Anonymous

It’s just the music dancing with the thoughts tonight.

Anonymous asked: are you bi?

Nope. I don’t like guys in that way. :o

Flight Facilities - Crave You (Adventure Club Remix)

It’s true, I crave you.

Caroline Forbes, Vampire Diaries

It’s one of those nights again. You know, those nights where you allow yourself to acknowledge the dark side of life and yourself. Each of those nights brings you one step closer to accepting who you truly are. You don’t want to be with anyone; you just want to be alone with your mind as it works endlessly to bring up any dark moments in your past. You then start staring at objects that remind you of the time you felt that you messed up and have made mistakes from left to right. Here, at this time of night, you’re welcoming the negative emotions. You want to feel them now so that the next day, you’ll feel as if you’re brand new and ready to do something. Yeah, it’s just one of those nights.